Attached.peace.

. . .

drop dead silence..

its kinda hard to voice my words over the phone..

hard.. it is..

i emo seriously.. last night.. after the call ends..

nvm.. forget bout it..

Its my problem.. actually..

i have this weird pessimistic thingy going on..

whenever i had some problem with her..

YES! its her and her only..others? i wont even bother.. :D

It's my nature though..

Every previous reconnections[1]..

started out fine and nice..

but when i started to get intensely[2] attached..

that's when the downfall[3] begins.. 

[1] previous posts have mentioned about it.. in case u dunno.. its a know-when-to-retreat and a contact-some-time-later thing..

[2] intensely as in literally intense.. really intense.. LOL!

[3] its time pull the know-when-to-retreat act.. its a virtue knowing when to retreat.. but im not gonna stop :D

By "attached".. i mean mentally attached..

and when im in this state of mind..

words from her is the major push to my mood..

I can be cheerful..

I can be excited..

I can be optimism..

I can be surprised..

I can be astonished..

I can be irritated..

I can be nervous..

I can be sad..

I can be disappointing..

And.. on top of ALL..

I can be Jealous.. :(

changes instantly as her words turn out to be...

ps: im wondering how much longer it'll take me to be looking back at these EMO POSTS.. and laugh like a bitch.. yes.. literally a bitch.. *grins* HAHHAHAHHAHA..

1 word is enough to cast me into

the distant, stranded, "Winter Wonderland"

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23/11/10 23:51

I'm still in for the fight.