Saturday, March 28, 2009

missed euu.

27th March, Friday, 2009.

it’s the first time i started to try the habit of writing diary..
so.. actually.. i woke up around 2 something today..
the first thing i do everyday i woke up..
i close my eyes again..
recollecting dreams.. tracing euu in my dreams..
but.. today.. i cant find euu anywhere..
it’s like.. euu walk out of my dreams..
don’t want to be a part in it anymore.. i’
m pessimistic.. i know.. :(


err.. yea.. i was quite emo-ish this afternoon..
tried to stay away from my phone..
trying not to text euu..
for the whole day ? forever ?

* tick-tock. tick-tock. *
the clock’s ticking seconds away..
but solitariness gains every minute displayed..
staring at my computer..
doing nothing.. but just staring..
been slacking every minute i had this afternoon..

its 20:15.. * aaaaaaaargh *
i stared at my phone so much..
been missing
euu so much..
i can’t really hold my yearning back any longer..
picked up my phone..
which is right next to me..
and i texted euu :)

so.. its like.. i can only endure loneliness for around 6 hours..
lame it is.. i know =_=


Picture 14
i can’t help myself missing euu so much..
im so gonna hang on to strawberrii..
A LW A Y S

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Episode - i say.

People says..
"my love to u.. is like a straight line..
loving u until the day dies.."
I say..
"my love to u.. is like a circle..
going on and on.. with no boundaries.. without ending.."


People says..
"i'm chasing u in a circle..
where u and i.. looping in the circuit.."
I say..
"i'm chasing u in a circle..
but u always seems to be in the center.."


People says..
" 'Good Morning'..
you brighten up my gloomy day.."

I say..
" 'Good Morning'..
can i be the one giving u a cheery day..?"


People says..
"i love you..
more than i could possibly imagine i do.."
I say..
"i love you..
more than you possibly ever imagine i do.."


People says..
"here u go..
u can have my infinite love.."
I say..
"here u go..
u can have my one and only love.."

<3 from,
LeX.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Episode - strawberrii.

If you're just the girl..?

Lying on my bed..
Over and over again..
Vividness.. i hope it will be..
Each day.. i long it would be..

With doubt clogging my mind..
Entangling with my resolution..
Never to be clear of my true intention..

Pushing beliefs almost reaching the peak..
Inexact of what ur thoughts might be..
Nervous owned my consciousness..
Gaining stress.. eyes closed without awareness..

Obsession i have..
Not only with words i compose..
Loudly i yell.. softly i whisper..
YOU'RE JUST THE GIRL MAKIN' ME SURRENDER !!